I'll be where raindrops paint a picture [Going closer to wrong and further from right] says:
well. if thats the case shouldnt you sleep sooner? or are you not planning to sleep at all?
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
Don't know
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
Maybe the latter bahs
I'll be where raindrops paint a picture [Going closer to wrong and further from right] says:
whoa, dont die halfway, yea XD"
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
lols
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
She's my source of energy
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
lols
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
Whoops~
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
x
~[[EFX-16]]~™//EFVXV//YUI FOREVER//Hashbrown: Just Eat It//Ms Tah-dah 0806279F=Shoe strings//You think I give a F***?// says:
=x



Dude XD

For starters, I spent $100++ on markers today!~ <3>_o Or maybe it's a new current obsession, as Ri Ri so conviniently put it.

Lately, my indecisiveness has put me in a bloody tight spot. I've been thinking of quitting school cause of several reasons. I don't want to waste my time here, I want to do something useful like earning some moolahs, I want to draw whatever I want, whenever I want, I don't want to aimlessly go to school to blankly stare at the screen only to fall asleep five minutes into the lecture- Yea. Pretty good reasons, in my opinion.

Also, my mother and I just had a heart to heart talk two days ago and I realised that things are never as simple as it seems. Right now I feel like a useless bum, just coming to school to hang out, skip lectures, and basically enjoy myself. I mean, it's not like I don't think I should have fun, but it's just that I'm having wayyyyy too much fun. Right now, mondays to thursdays can go to hell while I skip lectures, tutorials, and basically school, while fridays to sundays.. well.. I've been staying out pretty late. Anyway, back to the mother. Basically, and ironically, I'm one of the only things she has been proud of as of late. If you knew me well enough, you would understand what I just said. And I REFUSE to do anything to upset her, she doesn't deserve it. And my stupid little mistake of not trying hard enough to get into my god forsaken visual comm course has been dragging me down.

And the cause of my indecisiveness, my new friends. I don't want to leave cause I still want to hang out with them during breaks, they told me I shouldn't leave until the end of semester since I paid for my school fees already, I want to go for my cca (I swear, it's fucking karma)- I don't think I have anymore reasons. That's kind of.. sad. I don't want to quit school cause of friends XD I'm not pointing fingers or anything. Really.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna have to talk to my course manager tomorrow. I'm sure it'll be fun to talk to whatshernameagain- I forgot.. my course manager's name. Wtf. That just shows how much I care, I guess. WTFAMIDOINGINABLOODYSCIENCECOURSEDAMNIT. Nevermind.

Oh yeah, and I just started listening to songs I grew up with again. I just needed to find myself again (not literally damnit.) because I kind of forgot who I.. was. Dude, I sound crazy now, don't I? Well whatever.

Labels: Emotime